too sweet to last

I'd like to believe in true love. It must be relaxing and relieving to just accept that there is someone there and it may take a few tries to find them. Love at first sight? yes, but i think the first time you talk to someone, even if it's just hello, you know if you're interested.

Wow. As afraid of change I have found myself to be, I can only hope that I change as much in the next three years as I have since I stopped writing in this. Starting this up to learn about people <3

i went shopping yesterday with Amy in Georgetown. :) i love back to school shopping for clothes even though i wear a uniform. I <3333 urban outfitters!

nervous post had to do with my last post and thinking that i got caught...thanks for the concern :P

i went to the rise against concert tonight. it was....okay?
off to bed work in 8 hours..... :P
12 days??!?!?!?
Meredith

nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous.....i am o so nervous......

I feel like summer is going fast but when i'm looking back, its crazy how much has happened! So as my two livejournal friends probably don't know I got a new job three weeks ago. I'm a lifeguard at kiddie country which is like a daycare place. Most of my friends think i'm crazy for getting a job watching a bunch of kids all day, but the pay is good and i actually love the job. There are only three other guards and we get two-hour PAID breaks everyday. I have to be there pretty early but all we do untill 9:00/9:30 is listen to music and read magazines. I have off today and yesterday was pretty cool because after me and Rian got back from Quiznos and getting our nails done during our break there was thunder so we got to close up early. The other teachers there don't really like us because me and Rian were texting eachother from across the pool and we never really yell at the kids. on second thought they actually REALLY don't like us.
Ahhh im gonna go workout because i really should. <3 meredith

in the last two hours i've gone from like extremely sad to over it and realizing that im not here to make everyone happy and that i can't do it all.

hey! i was barely done taking the suncoast wristband off and there's another degrassi event?!?! jesus cristof! but im not complaning :) looks like im going to the ghettos of columbia maryland on october 1st! and maybe a trip to jersey. hell yes. BC im at the beach and this laptop has some sort of government protection thing on it i cant copy patse or use rich text mode, so here are some links for my NYC signing pics. they suck and are blurry but the one where jake is signing my ticket is priceless! http://tinypic.com/6893c3.jpg Jake signing my ticket b/c my sisters used the dvds. http://tinypic.com/689cev.jpg Me and defrankie http://tinypic.com/689eg9.jpg The line of crazy kids. http://tinypic.com/689f94.jpg jake signing something. Taken through the crack between a cd aisle and a display. http://tinypic.com/68a1b9.jpg Jake again and me with the ORANGE hair. i've dyed it four times and it still comes out orange in pictures http://tinypic.com/68a23n.jpg Suncoast camera whore, jake and catheine. you can even see some of miriams hair! that 5feet away rule still pisses me off. http://tinypic.com/68a45y.jpg Jake in ~MoTiOn~ it looks like he is defigured but whatever. this would have been cute especially because i met the girl who he is smiling at, that makes me really sad that it looks crappy. :(

Today = Great.

Seeing Jake, Miriam, Andrea and SHANE!!!

Giving Shane the sign.

Getting called 'Paige' by a little kid was probably the best part. :)

My last day of finals was friday so my first year at O'Connell is over. i've had such an amazing time this entire year. I've met so many cool people and i couldn'teven have wished for it to have been this great.
i got my schedule on friday and i am completely happy with it. I have my hard classes 1st and 8th and everthing in between is easy and i got good teachers. I DIDN'T GET CROOKER FOR NEW TESTEMENT!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah today my mom was like "are we still going to New York?" umm of course you said we could go and i've only been looking forward to it for what, since the second i knew about it? o ps my mom ordered a beach house from the 19-25th which is really stupid because we're only gonna be able to stay in new york for the day. so basically im pretty sure im still going but its gonna be a really quick visit :/

Were there ever cooler people than Molly and Maddie? i really don't think so. I love my friends who fake passes from the attendence office for me so i can hang out with them during 5th Period Lunch.

this week, wow has been amazingly fun with all of my friends and just everything.
monday: May 23rd! automatically awesome because of the one year reunion of countdown to degrassi! the bus was gonna be like an hour late in the morning so i look at cate and say "7-11?" Cate: "Hecks Yes". So we ran through nativity church, a retirement community, and then a townhouse neighborhood and end up right across the street from 7-11. So we cross the street like little kids holding hands and dodging the moving cars. We buy starbucks bottled fraps and doughnuts. :) make it back with like half an hour before the bus comes. we get to school like an hour late and use my mega great late-pass pen that doesnt bleed through the paper letting you be as late as you wish without any trouble.
Tuesday: rofl last day for seniors. so in fr.luis class me and maddie decide that we are gonna hug a senior. problem is that we dont know any that we can stand. So we decide to hug a random one, anyone the next one we see. but no one is well hugable so we skipped them and one of maddies friends got us to hug this guy who was like 6'6 250 pounds. lol then it was narcsis' last bus ride home and he was mega drunk and asking everyone to makeout with him/each other. i have never wanted blue shorts on the bus more. he asked heather and she was like "get the fuck out of my face." then quinn recorded him talking on my phone and here is how his speech went.
Narcisis:"DAVID AND MICHAEL!!! Have you ever made-out with a guy before? I love seeing the soap suds go down a man's asscrack! makes me so damn horny!"
HE IS SUCH A LOSER.

Thursday:I faked a headache in english and went down to 5th period lunch. I love all of you who have it.
Friday: today im babysitting and listening to the starting line. life doesnt get any better.

yeaH the last post was pics i only wanted my friend molly to see so yeah thats why i had to edit it like 1766897 times.

random quote of the day:

"it all depends on who you want to get to know"- the lady who washed my hair at the salon

today was the day when baby carrots died. (my hair isnt orange anymore) june 18th......can you feel the ?HEAT?

April is practically over and it just started.

Summer's almost here! im happy for the break but im gonna miss all of my friends. I took a lifeguard class over spring break so that should be a cool job. maybe i'll tan. lets not bet on it.  So hopefully with this job ill be able to save some money so i can get a car and not have to ride to school on the shoddy bus 20. maybe i can get a hot ride like this

   o yeah. so cap. who can top and ice cream truck?

But without the bus i'll miss the capanger hunts here's a pic for you all who are too cool to know what a cap is or to have gone to the springfield mall in the last year. Oh yeah who else do you know that gets people to do their hair for free.

 

I have a myspace if that counts for anything link later. xoxox mere

o and happy passover dani and jess :)

    yes, thats a jake epstein pin

& now you know.......

Hey!
Last night was superdance and it was amazingly fun. One of the funnest times with my djo friends. Me and Quinn are gonna get kicked if Narcisis finds out she "rhinoed" him. rofl it was too funny ;) Or if anyone recognizes us from our 5 hour 'cap that ass' game.
So yeah Pat McGee, 33 West, We Say Goodbye and some other band was there. I snuck into the volunteer pit for Pat McGee and got some hot pictures there. They're on a disposable camera so i'll get it developed and show all you lovelies :) My shirt is definitely the hottest shirt there is, except who confuses caB with caP? Jesus. Anyways yeah the trumpet guy in 33 west knows how WE do..& i know he knows how WE do. lol ill explain later when im not completely tired. I went to bed at 4am last night b/c after superdance me claire and eliza decided to go to ihop . Then we went to Claire's house and we watched season 1 dvds. -100% intense. So then i came home at like 11 and then i started my religion homework @ 3 which took me till like 6 then i had to write this renaissance report for history. its crap but who cares i know i'll get a good grade cause yeah thats how fr.luis class is! who assigns a 10+ page report the monday after a 12 hour dance!? I am about to pass out from sleep deprivation. keep checking for a big photo update this week..snowball/school/superdance/more school.
XOXO Mere

Look at what i got today....

You know how we do.........

 

NELLIE!!!! I'm gonna miss you so much! the bus 20 ride home isnt gonna be the same w/o us looking for the skater kids/punks of the house on the street! im brining you capcakes tomorrow!!